Au revoir

I am tired. I never wanted things to be like this. I didn't want to have the only communication we had to be quibbling over one thing or another. Or the only way to show that we were thinking about the other to have some number changing/ blog erasing/ permission denying shitty relationship.

After her husband found out, she stopped communicating. Until she posted here, we talked, her husband insisted on her changing her number. I still followed her on twitter, read her blog. I commented on her twitter post. She blocked me on twitter. 

She texted me from her new number claiming she forgot, I commented on her blog and so she blocked that. Took down this blog.  Her only way of communicating with me is hostility, when I've never shown an inch of it towards her. 

So here's the thing. I'm done. I'm done trying. I'm done trying to extend out an olive branch. I'm done trying to be nice and care. I'm just done. 

So, I'll leave things with a song. And I'll put up a couple posts that were never meant to be seen.